And it has been such a wickedly wonderful Wednesday indeed.
- School concert…and the little A had a special part playing the ‘blocks’ (?) Not sure what they are actually called, but his music teacher says he really takes his part serious and it showed in his performance as he was intensely concentrating on what he was playing and soooo into the music. It was wonderful.
- Weather continues to be pretty nice for mid-December. Coolish…I remember lots of years when we were in tshirts and shorts for Christmas….but surely better than the horrid snows and bitter cold up north. I am thankful.
- The poor laptop is being very ‘wicked’…it seems it has decided, once again, that is has had enough overuse and abuse from this writerly person. Six keys no longer have letters, and now it is being recalcitrant about staying connected to the internet. An inconvenience at this point, but I see the writing on the wall…by next year I shall be madly saving for another laptop. Grump.
- My protagonist is coming out of his shell and he deserves to be appreciated. Along those same lines my dear Reesie and I finally got to go see “Justice League”…with the exception of the Superman line (no spoilers here…I just have never liked the character…not even as a child. Too smug. Too condescending. Meh) the movie was great fun! Cyborg is wonderfully drawn and way under appreciated in their ads and trailers. I hope he gets his own movie. The kid playing the Flash is adorable and his interaction with everyone, especially Batman (who thankfully finally gets to get out of being so dang dark and depressing and show some fun for a change), is great. Wonder Woman is a wonder. But, to no surprise among any who know me, my favorite of course is Aquaman. Wow! Again, vastly underused by the studio, but that’s okay… cause he has a movie next year and rocks every scene he is in.
Yep… that’s wonderfully wet and wicked for this Wednesday
it finally happened… the heat wave broke at last with a DELUGE of Biblical proportion last night followed by more abrupt heavy but short downpours today. The temperatures are down to a very comfortable 98 and the breeze coming in before the storms is wonderful!
I drove around some today…looking at houses. Trying to wrap my mind and emotions around the idea of selling my much loved little house on the island and getting a regular house half an hour or more inland. I don’t want to move off the island. I don’t want to live inland. I like it where I am. I love the ocean breezes and the smell of pluff mud along the inlets or when I’m driving. I love that I can have palm trees and never worry about a cold snap/freeze. Love my lemon tree and my fig tree. My enormous magnolia and all my live oaks.
Sure I can get the oaks and the magnolia further away from the beach. I just don’t want to.
But I need to. At least I have finally made my peace with that half. I need to do this the way the gardens needed that rain. All the watering I was providing just wasn’t enough. They needed it to rain….and soak them down to the deepest levels of their being.
My kids need that now. More than I need my ocean… well, maybe not, LOL. But they are young and this is their time and I need to provide what they need. Like that rain. To fill them to the core of their being and help them grow.
So I looked. Nothing feels right. Nothing feels like ‘home’. I will figure out how to deal with that and pick the place that feels like home to them. And maybe, someday, when they are grown… I will find my home once more. And Red Dog and I will run the beach once more.
But for now…. we have RAIN! Let the dancing commence.
Tomorrow my Reesie heads off to New York and her amazing summer job. Today was spent racing like crazy people trying to pull together the final things for camp. Some ‘blacks’ (she is a stage manager in the theatre at the camp and they told her not to bring her ‘good’ blacks to camp) from Goodwill. Plus a pair of shorts and a couple of adorable plaid cotton camp shirts. We got the last of her snacks for the long train ride. We wanted to spend one last day on the beach…but it decided to thunder storm instead. :s Packed her bags. Tried in vain to find a wall charger for her camera but did succeed in finding a $2 cord for her iPod.
We talked (a lot), drove around (a LOT), and ended with a quick and very late supper at our favorite Crab Shack. I am going to miss her so much but can not be more thrilled about this big step into her adult career and life.
Life is good.
Reesie and I had one last busy but beautiful day at ‘work’ putting in flower beds, caring for the vegetable garden, ripping out old pine straw from last winter and replacing it with mulch and topsoil and new flowers in sooo many varieties and colors. It was wonderful and it felt good to get in a lot of hours in the southern sunshine doing something I love so much.
Back home we continued preparations for Reesie going off to her job the end of the week. Tomorrow she has her physical for camp and I have the final meeting to set up AJ’s school schedule for next year. A sophomore! How do they keep growing up when I don’t feel a day older than I did when he was born?
The wrens have two nests out on the screen porch…I am thinking one of last year’s brood has returned with Mama to build her own nest. Sweet.
This is going to be a summer full of miracles